Urghh! I hate talking about this but i need to.
It feels like a thunder inside my heart that i just
should probably let it out and by which; writing
in my online diary would probably be the best
thing to spill it out all the uneasiness i kept inside
so far so long. straight to the point.
I been like... 'liking' this one God creature, like
really really 'like' sort of thing, but i know i can't
expect too much. as much as i adore his shyness
which i find it weird considering that he is really really
really good looking, but anyway he is what he is.
a good looking man where women come and go
into his life, and he's no need to do much of a work
of finding the right one and to look for a serious
stable sort of committed relationship.
and the fact that he is really really good looking,
that is one of the reason why i'm so afraid to hope
too much, or even think too much because i'm afraid
i will fail. fail to impress him in any aspect. because
believe it or not, when i found him, i started google
articles on 'how to make a man fall in love for you'.
bhahaha. like WTH did i confessed about this
anyway to you guys?
but seriously, you get the point that how a man like
him make a woman like me feels like flying, sort of in
a cloud 9, and its sick enough it is just mind-blowing!
urghhh, having to confess this on you guys is hard enough.
it's not that i' m like so obsess but its like wanting more
and more to get to know him, but i can't rush it or push
too much because i know a man like him is easily tend to
get bored. yeah, u know how a good looking man doesn't
really have to do much, mostly because the women will
come to him. and i've seen a few girls trying hard to win
his heart, and even asking for his number like seriously?
and where do i stand a chance in that? you go figure.
after all, like i said, i like him but i' m afraid to. i don't
have the attitude of "to dare is to do". i don't dare.
i failed so many times to keep a long relationship lasts,
and i failed to make a man i loved went head over heels
for me but i guess with this one, i don't need to be his
"your one and only shooting star", i just need to be
the one he can talk about anything and everything.
Bak kata Tom dlm citer (500) days of summer:
"Look, we don't have to put a label on it. That's fine. I get it.
But, you know, i just... I need some consistency"
so it's like... as long he's here and i'm there to be
his crying shoulder or just a friend he can share most
of the things he does. at the end of the day, i already
'won' his heart.
and like i said, he's a really really good looking man
(have you notice how many times i use that phrase
to describe him? believe me he is a really really good
looking man) who doesn't really care much about
relationship. then i don't have to be the relationship.
i'm just enjoying the CONSISTENCY.
Get it?
(:
It feels like a thunder inside my heart that i just
should probably let it out and by which; writing
in my online diary would probably be the best
thing to spill it out all the uneasiness i kept inside
so far so long. straight to the point.
I been like... 'liking' this one God creature, like
really really 'like' sort of thing, but i know i can't
expect too much. as much as i adore his shyness
which i find it weird considering that he is really really
really good looking, but anyway he is what he is.
a good looking man where women come and go
into his life, and he's no need to do much of a work
of finding the right one and to look for a serious
stable sort of committed relationship.
and the fact that he is really really good looking,
that is one of the reason why i'm so afraid to hope
too much, or even think too much because i'm afraid
i will fail. fail to impress him in any aspect. because
believe it or not, when i found him, i started google
articles on 'how to make a man fall in love for you'.
bhahaha. like WTH did i confessed about this
anyway to you guys?
but seriously, you get the point that how a man like
him make a woman like me feels like flying, sort of in
a cloud 9, and its sick enough it is just mind-blowing!
urghhh, having to confess this on you guys is hard enough.
it's not that i' m like so obsess but its like wanting more
and more to get to know him, but i can't rush it or push
too much because i know a man like him is easily tend to
get bored. yeah, u know how a good looking man doesn't
really have to do much, mostly because the women will
come to him. and i've seen a few girls trying hard to win
his heart, and even asking for his number like seriously?
and where do i stand a chance in that? you go figure.
after all, like i said, i like him but i' m afraid to. i don't
have the attitude of "to dare is to do". i don't dare.
i failed so many times to keep a long relationship lasts,
and i failed to make a man i loved went head over heels
for me but i guess with this one, i don't need to be his
"your one and only shooting star", i just need to be
the one he can talk about anything and everything.
Bak kata Tom dlm citer (500) days of summer:"Look, we don't have to put a label on it. That's fine. I get it.
But, you know, i just... I need some consistency"
so it's like... as long he's here and i'm there to be
his crying shoulder or just a friend he can share most
of the things he does. at the end of the day, i already
'won' his heart.
and like i said, he's a really really good looking man
(have you notice how many times i use that phrase
to describe him? believe me he is a really really good
looking man) who doesn't really care much about
relationship. then i don't have to be the relationship.
i'm just enjoying the CONSISTENCY.
Get it?
(:
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