Not Every Heart Belong To Any Other

I hate this feeling.
This feeling of loving someone but its vulnerable.
Its hard when you want someone you want it so
bad yet you can't afford to have him. It is pretty
damn hard to force yourself to believe that the person
was never meant to be yours' and you will never be his.
And it breaks your heart.

But,
you're still hoping and praying that miracle will
come along way or perhaps might happen someday.
You wish upon beautiful sky that rainbow will come
and sunshine will stay. You wish upon the star
every night when you're dream of him, the dream will
become a reality. But sadly, its not going to happen.

Still,
i will continue to grow my love towards him.
i will treat him right and cherish him everyday.

Because,
to love him doesn't mean that i have to own him.
Having a feeling of loving him secretly is wonderful
enough for me even though he does not belong with me.
It's not everyday, you will meet the one and only man
that will make your life worth living. And that one
particular man is sure as hell worth admiring for!!

p/s: I love you, L.
I love you so much more than i can handle.
There, i just said it.

♥