Taking For Granted Most Everything

at this time being,
i am so horny to text my friends and family.
just to say "hi" and "how are you doing".
life has been pretty hectic, full of ups and down,
front n back, left to right. riding on like a roller-coaster.

i guess i' m just being so stuck up to myself
until i forget the good of using technology to stay
connecting with other human being even to spend
less than 1 minute to text a message.

plus,
with my useless 4 years old V3 phone,
that added to zilliooon of my lazy-ness to
make a phone call or sms-ing people. sigh.

well,
i despise cellphone since i'm single & lonely- that's one.
i know, i know.. what a horrible excuse but its a fact.
maybe i'll become a more caring person towards people
around me to check how they doing if i switch to
a new cellphone. Perhaps a piece of Blackberry.
or should i be less of Ms. Busy and start connecting to
my buddies, just be normal again even for a slightest bit.