The pieces wont fit anymore.

HEY, people. you haven't heard of me since. . .
a few days back. Now I'm here, back and alive.

I had just broken up. i just cant stand it anymore.
For the whole week, i will NOT cry myself a river! To think
back what had happened, i finally realize everything
make sense now. It just have to end that way.

I know i been there before, i know you been there before too
n even if u never experience breaking up, someday u will too.
I'm not gonna be childish n bitching the whole world about my
past lover. NO, I'm not gonna do that. Although some friends
might say "why the F not?" coz he surely as hell deserve it.
He himself is a childish, not even half a man who have values.
Well... lets just spare that anger n vendetta alone to myself.

Now everything is over, what else could it be?

I just wanna move forward n relive my life.
I know I'm not the only one who's been living in misery.
there are so many people who had gone thru the worsen
that life can throw to them. Mine is just a classic case.
I'm glad i'm still breathing. Eventhough d relationship was dead.

For you Darling,
Although u had taught me a great amount of pain i have to suffer,
knowing you is never a mistake. Evidently, you had me stronger,
more mature and a lot wiser. I know i have said bad things to you
but i just have too. I kept that too long in my heart, it tend to burst at
d right moment- d moment where i finally had to wave good bye to u.
I'm sorry but again- i have too. I just need a person who can be
TRUE to me. And clearly, you're just not that type of person.
You keep lying to me. It's like the word LIAR is now your middle name.
You proved that to me. Thank you for being so 'HONEST' once again.
*see the all the bold word explains the whole story here.

You have made it difficult for us.
It's like the longer i stay, the more i'd suffer.
Our relationship is like a glass. Its better to leave them
broken than try to hurt myself putting it back together.
Now I'm through with doubts n no more things to figure out.
And in this bless month of Ramadhan, God give me the biggest
challenge so far, and i accept that. Although it hurts. But the
sweetest revenge is to be HAPPY and your time will come soon.
So i have no worries at all dumping you on the first place (smiling).

"everything is a blessing in disguise"

Now I'm just gonna try to live without you.
Tomorrow will be a lot easier.

p/s: To everyone who has been sending me positive messages and
asking whether I'm okay or not, i wanna say big thanks! Atleast i
know i still have friends who i can shed my tears with and been
really caring about what is happening to me. i ♥ all of you.